My Emo Post.

Remember in Middle School/High School everyone would sign people's yearbooks with "You're cool, never change." How nieve we were! Of course they are going to change, we all change. Imagine a world where everyone is the same as they were in high school... SCARY! Who would run business, countries, manage budgets... CHAOS. Everyone has to change, because change is a part of maturing. I've been thinking a lot about change lately. A lot about how people grow up, or fail to grow up.
Especially in college, it's amazing how much change takes place. To think most people start out as a 17/18/19 year old fresh out of high school and graduate 4 years later with all of life's mysteries supposively figured out. I can tell you one thing for certain: College messes up your brain! It takes all your beliefs, values, knowledge and challenges them-forcefully changes them-molding your thoughts to what the professor's/university desires. It jades you. But I think what is more damaging to one's spirit is the jadedness you recieve when friends are there for a time and then gone. When the change involves the people you emotionally invested in and counted on as support, confided in, and trusted with your LIFE. What happened to 'A Friend is a Friend at all Times?' I can't say I've never changed... because I have. I change constantly. Sometimes for the better, sometimes I'm not sure...But do we have to change in the area of relationships so much that we NEVER talk again? Seriously. I just want you to send an email back... is that REALLY too hard? Seriously? t I know you've changed, I changed too. And while I know you don't care anymore, I unfortunately do....
I'm totally aware this sounds like an overemotional girl, but the reality is this is how I feel sometimes, and I accept the face that I sometimes take things too personal and blow things out of proportion, but honestly, I don't think I'm asking for much... a simple response would suffice. Even if it was "Hey, I'm still alive, thanks for caring enough to write me."
On a positive note, in hopes to not be a debbie-downer, there are many great things happening:
1) It's summertime.
2) My interview went very well today!!!
3) I got awesome grades this semester.
4) I have a 4 day weekend.
5) I'm almost able to breathe normally again!! silly allergies.