WAKE UP

When are people in this horrible town ever going to get it?! WAKE UP PEOPLE! This is real life, and we only get to live it ONCE! I'm so tired of hearing about young people dying. I'm so tired of hearing stories about overdoses. I'm tired of seeing people broken... and my heart aches tonight with the reality he's never coming back. ever. I wish someone would call and be like "just kidding" and we can all breathe a sigh of relief, but that's not reality. reality is a cold hard, gut wrenching truth that you're never going to walk through the door ever again. I'm never going to see your smile again. You were trying. I know you were tying. You told us so. I wish there was a way to fix this, but there's not. I don't understand why God lets some people die while others he saves. Am I mad? I'm trying not to be. You were loved, VERY loved. I miss you, and our family will never be the same without you. You left a whole inside our hearts yesterday, a whole that can never be filled. A painful reminder that you were hurting, broken and felt alone. You were not alone. You were never alone, because we loved you always. always and forever my dear cousin.